The Random Ramblings of 6 Teenagers

X'mas!!!

2011-12-25T04:10:00.003+08:00

Hello there,

This is my first time celebrating Christmas at Sabah... First of all i thought it would be a great place to celebrate x'mas as majority of the ppl here are christian..

So when the time come...

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MERRY CHRIS..... OMG seriously.. everyone is in their house sleeping i guess.. it felt like normal other day only.. what a let down..

However, i did had a great time with my frens.. eventhough i didnt manage to go to THE CURVE.. (stupid alex call me and telling me they are playing foam at there like nobody business)

So for those that reading how was ur christmas? did u have fun?

IM READY!!!

2011-11-24T12:43:00.004+08:00

this week been has been a hell of a week.. assignment, mid term bla bla bla... it seems like im much more busier compare to last sem eventhough i have less credit hour this time... (WATS THE POINT OF HAVING CREDIT HOUR THEN!!!)

apart from that im having my APK next monday.. JENG JENG JENG... WTF is tat?? @_@
its a course we study how to do a business... which include doing the product, business proposal, bla bla bla.. that not the point.. the point is im selling my PRODUCT!!! which is POTATO ICE CREAM!!! hahaha.. 1st time malaysia going to have that ok.. hahaha.. CREATIVE LE!!! XD

back to the product again.. its putting mashed potato on an ice cream cone... we also manage to get sponsor from nestle and breeze magazine.. NOT ONLY THAT!!! The breeze magazine might wanna take our picture for their COVER!!! hahahha... imbaness..

SO so so so SO.... come and visit my store la.. wat summor.. can eat potato ice cream, got lucky draw and free breeze magazine summor.. its good enough from a 2m x 2m store ok.. The most hilarious thing is the organiser did ask sponsor from nestle company but the nestle choose to sponsor us instead... TAKE THAT LOSER!!! hahaha..

to sum it all its gonna be another HELL OF A WEEK for next week again... pray hard that it wont rain for that 2 days.. wish me luck..

Busy busy busy..

2011-11-18T00:33:00.002+08:00

Wah, this sem has been considerably busier than the previous ones. And I was more involved with extra curricular activities the previous sems as compared to now.

It's like, test, test, if not test, assignment, if not assignment, long report, then long report and test, report and assignment, report and test, blah blah blah.

And then there's this lecturer asking me to be her research assistant.

I just gaped up at her like a goldfish.

So busy these days. Regretting slacking the first few weeks of the sem. Haiz.. We're so busy until I don't really have time to spend with my boyfriend anymore. He has his final year project, and I'm up to my(fevered) nose-bridge with assignments and tests and lab and all.

Music is my coffee, the internet my entertainment, fast food my sustenance, and God my safety net and rope.

With all these stuff on my mind and the usual cheong-hey ness of new drivers I had quite a few near-accidents and one little accident(to my poor car's signal lamp). I YET LIVE!!! *thank God, wipe forehead*

Is everybody okay?? Handling school well?

Holidays!

2011-11-02T03:36:00.002+08:00

Hey yo! Holidays are here and it is getting really exciting to have a week off.

This time around, I have a completely task. Instead of resting, I plan to study. Why? Because I have not studied at all since the start of university. I've been skipping classes so much that I don't really know what I am studying (though I doubt I will know better if I went for classes). Still, its fine. I took this conscious decision and would have to go through with it. I've been floating through these 6 weeks and its time to be grounded again.

Anyways, Uni has been fun. I've been to so many places for the past 6 weeks and I enjoy moving around and meeting new faces and places.

Though now, having more responsibilities is also a bitch. If only I don't procrastinate, I would be fine. I'm not busy, I'm just occupied. There is a difference you see... I still have a choice when it comes to making decisions. I just choose to do things that I like. Which is all good. At least I am happy and contented. Isn't that what life is about? To be happy. =)

Still, I know one day when I will have to choose. I just pray that when I finally make that decision, I will not look back and start wondering about the "what ifs?". I want to be able to not look back and regret, because for now, I'm just preparing for that moment to come. Hoping I will be strong enough to make that decision. The sole decision which will probably cause a drastic change in my life. Hooorahhhhh!!

Not that anyone reads this anymore, its fun to type stuff out once in awhile. Take care guys! I totally miss hanging out with all of you. =)

Stay Out

2011-08-28T00:15:00.002+08:00

So you see, here's the problem;

When people think they know everything that is going on, they do what they think is right...

The problem with that is that they only "THINK" they know everything. There is always two sides to a coin. Stop taking things into your hand. Stay out cause there is a reason why you don't know the story in the first place. Because I didn't tell you, and why is that? Simply because I don't FUCKING trust you. So stop what you are doing, turn around and mind your own business. You want to help? Sure, I always welcome some advice. Just tell it to me, not behind me. Please understand all this busybodies.

I really wish to tell this to some people out there? Can't they see a "STAY OUT" sign having at my life?

One simple advice:
Don't do things to people that you wouldn't want someone doing to you. Don't be a busybody. Your help is not appreciated if that person doesn't think its helping. True Story.

Because I want to

2011-07-29T17:30:00.003+08:00

Hello my non-existing readers except for Alexis and occasionally Aaron! How are you? =)

Well, life is just an endless cycle of repeating boredom which includes a lot of facebooking, youtubing, google-ing, dota-ing,sleeping and eating. No complains there, except maybe I need to be more productive. hmmm...

I've been procrastinating a lot. Its a very contagious disease which I caught from my dog. I think... She tells me she wants to shower today but all she does is sleep. Tsk tsk...

Okay,jokes aside... I did't get it from her. I got it from Aaron. Eh? wait! What?! Yes. Its his fault. Blame him. Mwahhahaha!

Alright alright... Before this becomes a pointless post(which I think already is), lets digest something serious.

You see, there are infinite ways to die, and only one way to live.

Its really funny how life can be very fragile and how we humans are always not appreciative of it until its gone. I'm not emo. I know my post always sound emotional but this time I'm not. I'm just afraid that life is not going to be long enough for me to enjoy. Bummer...

Bersih 2.0

2011-07-13T23:48:00.004+08:00

on the 9 of july 2011, it is another historical day for malaysia. it is the rally of bersih 2.0 which is participated by more than 100,000 thousand of citizen of malaysian. the rally is about having a fair election.

to prevent this rally from occuring the government had closed down all the way to the rally point which is the stadium of merdeka. however most of the citizen manage to get in to KL (idk how they get there mayb dig a hole underground or ....) but somehow they just poofff... omg im in KL.. XD hhahaha..

it was a peaceful rally until the police shooted tear gases and shooting water canon at the citizen.. however the rally participant was so united that they did not go back after that incident but they regroup and continue the rally.

to be honest this is the first time i see malaysian are so united. the rally was participated by malay, chinese, indian, sabahan and also oversea ppl for example, australia, hong kong and many more. so many people supported this bersih thing and why the government do not approve this protest? this is a question that we should ask ourself. dont they want a clean election? or are they afraid of a clean election.

i believe that this bersih 2.0 has open up most of the ppl mind about the government and they way they treat their citizen. finally this is a video that sum up the whole rally thing. 1 person cant change the country, but together everything is possible. =)

iPad 2

2011-06-26T01:35:00.006+08:00

yippie!!! today is the day i bought my iPad 2.. its white in colour.. XD

let me tell u the process of buying.. i woke up 5 am in the morning online tell wl to get rdy... kwang kwang kwang (my prey!!!) hahaha.. so i reach his house around 5 15 like that then off we go to SUNWAY PYRAMID.. (who the hell wanna go there so early.. stupid ar)

at first i really thought that i might be the first person to queue up to buy the iPad 2.. Unfortunately when i get there (i think 530+ am la) there are ppl sleeping at the front of the shop already!!! WTF WTF!!!! i was like shit im no. 20+ dunno still got anot for me..

we waited and waited and waited and finally 1024am i manage to buy my iPAD!!! hehehe.. and in the processing of buying NG WEI LOONG bought 1 also.. hahahhaha.. he was so in the dillema whether to get the iPad or not for the reason of queue up d.. hahahaha.. good le me.. WL u should thank me.. XD

well i wanna thank him for accompany me to queue.. not many good fren willing to do that u noe.. thank you very much ya bro.. hahaha.. and don forget my MONEY!!!! make it fast.. if not my mom gonna kill me.. =)

Bah Kut Teh

2011-06-09T00:03:00.002+08:00

Alright people! In an effort to bring back all of us together and also to satisfy my craving for Bah Kut Teh, I am organizing a BKT session on 13th of June, 9AM. I will reach Malaysia at 5 in the morning, so do not worry. I will not be late. =P

Linda and I will head for a conference after that. For people like Alexis, I can pick you up. ;)

Aaron Lee! Drive there. =P

I hope to see you guys! Please respond guys! Linda has tagged you all in FB! ;) See ya!

Results!

2011-06-08T13:55:00.003+08:00

My results came out today. I did slightly better than my last sem. 1% better. Though its not extremely good, I am thankful I guess. Will try to do better next sem.

How about you guys? When are your results coming out? Do tell me! =)

To : All motorists.

2011-06-07T00:25:00.002+08:00

In the past year alone, there are about 8 friends and/or friends of someone that I know(1st degree friend in fb language) who has gotten into an accident.

Almost all of the said friends ended up in the hospital, and two of those ended up in the mortuary part of the hospital.

So I urge all of you motorists(people using cars, motorcycles or bicycles or anything that propels you more than 20km/h over apshalt) to be careful. Very careful. Including myself, since I've recently joined you motorists with my very own car.

Most recently, my own boyfriend and his best friend were added to that number of people. He called me yesterday night with news that he and his best friend, Timmy had an accident. They were on a motorbike. ChekHauz, my boyfriend had a few minor scratches and a sprained waist. Timmy ended up with two days hospitalization and some metal screws in his foot.

After that call I got on my knees, face to the ground and thanked God that he was okay. That they were okay. Scratches, bruises and fractured foot notwithstanding. It could be worse.

I have heard of worse. Seen with my own eyes before, me the torn skin, ripped and pulverized flesh and broken bones from an accident. Blood streaming down, pooling. The contorted expressions of victims holding back cries of pain. Even worse, lifeless bodies, mangled and torn. Bodies that won't be waking up anymore.

Empty shells, needless death. The souls within absent, the bodies left to be mourned over by loved ones. What's left of those bodies, anyway.

The human body isn't made to withstand impacts at such high speeds.

I plead with you, whoever you are. Be careful on the road. Every one on the road runs a risk of hurting themselves or someone else.

I've thought about it before. On a crowded road, everyone traveling at 60km/h or more, you only need jerk the wheel to steer your car into someone's path. Chances are someone will get hurt or killed.

Failing to signal, use the rear view mirrors or even looking to the left or right or lack of consideration causes accidents. You do not hate your friends and family enough to want to hurt them by your own hurt or death.

So be careful.

2011-06-06T00:02:00.003+08:00

eh. why is my name in a cough ha. lols!!!

Wait everybodeyh come back then can berhanging-hangingan, berktv-ktvan and berlepak-lepakan. Mamak is a must. Movie is also a must. Dinner ha, Wei Loong wants to sponsor, everybody say xie xie. lols!!

Meanwhile, wad has everybody been doing? other than rolling on the bed, I mean. I was away facilitating the diploma orientation week at my uni. hehe

P.S : I knw how to play dota. theoratically. but I kept die-ing epic-ly. does that count?? hehe

To Do List

2011-06-05T10:21:00.002+08:00

Hey yo,

Being the most awesome one here, I am obliged to put together something for all of us to do. =P

Here are my suggestions on things we can do:

1) KTV (I realized the people in China loves this)

2) Movie

3) Dinner

4) Mamak

5) Pot luck (Most probably in someone's house)

6) Clubbing (Which I doubt can happen *coughALEXIScough*)

7) Vacation (Which if is happening, is going to be planned by Aaron. ;) Say Thank You people!)

8) DOTA

9) Roll on the bed (Which I think everyone is doing everyday)

On another note, my results are coming out soon! Whens yours? Share it with us! Or at least me. =P

BoreD!!!

2011-06-01T22:52:00.002+08:00

it has been 2 week since my break... lets flash back wat i did... hmmmmm.... let me c...

online... play game... went kl... hmmmm.... hmmmmmmm..... OMG i think thats all!!! =.="

my life is so freaking lifeless... haizz... come on man... can someone just come out with some good activity so i can fill up my time...

don tell me go work work all la... i dunno y i just don have the mood to go work... well don get me wrong that im not gonna work for this sem break.. its just my old buddy (LAZIness) just strike me again.. XD

how is things going on with u guys? enjoying life? i havent get to meet any of my form 6 fren... time just pass so fast that we don even realize... we all have just finish our first year!!! just imagine that... i think i close my eye i still can feel that i just enter form 6... THIS IS LIFE!!! 1 thing that will never ever stop is time...

so anyone wanna meet up? hahaha.. come on come on plan plan.. u guys don be lazy...!!! becoz HE is my good buddy not urs... =)

au revoir!!

un-positive sounding blahs

2011-05-15T18:46:00.004+08:00

I forgot my password again and ended up typing in a few different passwords and crossing my fingers that each one was right.. lols!!!

Nowadays ther's so many stories of corruption taking place in goverment offices, police stations and places where these things should never happen.. Stories of people wanting to kick every other ethnic group out of the country, unsolved cases, stories of people blaming people of a certain faith for the thises and thats, crusades, conspiracies to take over the country and such things...

How twisted men can be.

The people and institutions you look to to save your ass or at least protect it when the bad guys come at you and to govern you and everybody else, and make laws are failing. They are run by men, after all. And all sons of Adam and daughters of Eve have fallen(yea so very Narnia. lol).

What can we do??

Well, we can either turn bad ourselves, badder than the bad guys and try to somehow, come up on top of a system that wants to keep you down using connections, underground methods and other naughty, naughty ways. Throw a stone and duck.

We could just lie down and let people walk all over us. Complain about it to our friends with doomsay tones and black looks on our faces during mamak sessions and free time. Read the papers, the on-9 news with sinking feelings in our hearts and the sides of our mouths turned down. Else with a sneer on our faces.

We could plow on against the current, fighting for every inch gained and gritting our teeth against every other lost.

We can run away, pack up and leave, to another place that might treat us better. Try to make our fortunes and build our empires there.

We can pretend ther's nothing going on and everything's rosy.

I have seen people who do all these things.

Is there hope for the people yet? One can only hope. And pray to God. The highest institution of appeal. The herbs in a bed of thorns can hardly do anything.

This is too much...

2011-05-12T23:34:00.000+08:00

A friend of mine got himself into a little trouble with the police a while back.

The reason? For being young and driving a new car I suppose?

While he was driving back home, he got stopped by the police. The police drove up next to him and asked him to stop. Naturally, if that happens, everyone would stop right? Wrong thing to do!

The next thing he knows, the police wants to do a search on his car. After awhile, guess what? They discovered a straw filled with some drugs, in a place my friend never even know existed in his car. He got arrested, handcuffed, pushed to the back seat and was driven to the police station. When he arrived, guess who is waiting for him? More vultures. They surround him, threatening him that he will be placed behind bars for something he did not even do at the first place.

And the most surprising part of all *sarcastic tone included*...

They wanted money. Knowing he has no choice, he did what he was told. He gave him what he had. Guess what? It was not enough. The police wanted to know how much he had in his bank account? I guess if you want to go bad, you go all the way...

His father had to come to save him and he was released for a larger sum of money which I will not say here. Now, he thinks the police left a criminal record on his name. For something he did not even do...

Now here is my take on this piece,

Wat the FUCK has our country turn into? Police acting worse than robbers, committing something so morally wrong that it sickens the stomach? This is corruption rotten to the deepest core. This is some fucked up shit man! An entity who was originally meant to protect society, turning back against them and acting worse than animals?How terrible has this country turn into that we are producing sick people like this? Is this how we want to be known by the world? A country whereby the law enforcers are breaking the law itself? I'm not sure how it is in other countries but this is definitely wrong in so many levels. Its so outrageous, words can't describe it... Its so terrible its sad... Really...

Note: I wrote this story to warn other potential victims of the fucked up people, do spread it through mouth and tell your loved ones. Try not to post it anywhere else. The police has my friends contacts and address. I really do not want more harm fall upon him again. Thanks and may a miracle be bestowed upon this country...

I wish...

2011-05-12T23:03:00.000+08:00

I wish I could write long essays which do not bore...

I wish I could pen down my thoughts well...

I wish I could love without discriminating...

I wish I could think with my head, and not my heart...

I wish I could make decisions fast...

I wish I could feel no regrets in decisions I make...

I wish I could think less of what I have done...

I wish I could help people more...

I wish I could tell the truth from the lies in an instant...

I wish I could have more friends who are true to me...

I wish I could travel the world...

I wish I could get things I want...

I wish I could stop making mistakes in life...

I wish I could...

I wish I...

I wish...

I...

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FiNalLy

2011-05-09T02:14:00.003+08:00

yeah it will be my last week of final starting tomoro.. XD thumb up.. but things doesnt seem to be correct.. @_@ i been playing, playing, playing and let think PLAYING GAMES!!!!

im totally in a holiday mood now.. studying is like the last thing i wanna do.. haizz.. =.="

i wonder what everyone gonna do for this sem break.. this sem break gonna 1 of the longest sem break in MALAYSIA history!!! hahhahaa.. 4 freaking month!!! if u calculate properly its almost 5 month!!! can u imagine that.. almost half a year to enjoy!!! ahahahhaa.. well everyone will be busy looking for part time job i guess...

i cant wait!!! counting down.. 5 more days to go and KLANG here i come.. =)

TAKING OFF~~~~~ good nite~~~~~

China Exchange

2011-05-03T15:08:00.002+08:00

Here I am, minutes away from boarding my plane to GuangZhou, China. Feeling rather nervous because this is the first time I am travelling out of Malaysia alone. Will get over this feeling soon enough. I hope.

I going for an exchange for 6 weeks under AIESEC. Go google it up if you do not know what it is. I think its in a few universities around Malaysia except Aaron's and Alexis's. Will be doing a project on environmental awareness. Something I am familiar with. =D

I think I will be unable to access many things in China because they practically ban all the websites I use in Malaysia, i.e : FB and Google. I wonder if they block blogger too?

So yeah, off I go and if I remember, I will get souvenirs for you guys... also pray that I have enough money. =P

Till then, to those who are still having their exams, all the best!! To those who are slacking, all the best in slacking? Hehe. Will join you guys once I am back!

So... See ya!! Got a plane to catch! (Always wanted to say that) xD

hah.

2011-05-02T19:50:00.002+08:00

finally I can post here.

I forgot my password, and it was only after a series of tedious clicking and stuff before I could access this blog again. :3

it's been so long since STPM. According to Davin's blog, it's been 508 days since the last paper.

WA.

And I miss everyone. There's been new friends and new people and all, but I still miss the old friends. You knw, the Away gang, loh mee bets, teasing and all.

And now I'm still in the middle of my papers. Which will end this Thursday.

@Aaron : You have 8 papers?? WTH?!
@Wingo : I want my souvenir. dun forget. :3
@everybody else : where did they go ha.

2nd SeM FiNAl

2011-04-30T20:47:00.003+08:00

well its just the first week of my finals... hahhaa.. i have finish half of my paper... 4/8

but im living like there is no paper anymore... ahhahaa.. fml.. play dota instead of studying.. if not facebooking and so on.. life life life... i wonder how is everyone doing? i guess UKM student have finish their finals.. ENJOYING LIFE NOW RITE WEI LOONG..

i cant wait for my final to over.. my penang and langkawi trip is waiting for me.. hehehe.. i guess this is for now.. im going off.. =)

DOTA TIME... XD

Friends you can trust

2011-04-15T23:59:00.002+08:00

Lets make something happen here again. Its been uber long since anyone last updated until Aaron posted something two days ago. I miss the sensation of blogging and how it feels every time I type a new word onto the keypad. I've always loved writing but at one point or another, blogging became a place for me to vent out my anger and frustration which didn't really ended nicely, therefore I stopped blogging for awhile.

But Hey! I think I am back! I think I want to start blogging again just for the fun of it even though no one really reads what I write because its so damn long and so damn boring. But who cares? =P

So since everyone went their separate way after STPM, its been awhile seen all of us meet up and sit down to have a chat. Hows everyone now, I really want to know. In university I've seen and met different kinds of people. People who are really nice, not so nice and plain rubbish. So yeah, thats life I guess.

What I really want to say here now is that at least I know when I'm in the deepest shit in my life, or feeling extremely down, I have all of you to look back to. Somehow somewhere deep in my heart I know that I can trust all of you and I am truly glad for that. =)

flash back

2011-04-15T02:35:00.002+08:00

have you ever wonder when is ur happiest moment of ur life?

is it when u fall in love the first time?
meeting new fren in school? college? uni?
playing games with fren?

have you ever wish to go back time not to change something but just to enjoy the whole moment again?

=)

Push it push it.

2010-11-18T00:07:00.001+08:00

When people want something really badly, they tend to push harder and harder for it. What happens when you push too hard?hmmm?

Six In The City

2010-11-17T00:48:00.003+08:00

How far are you willing to go knowing what you are doing will actually hurt others around you, with the exception you gain from it of course.

They say a human being will do anything and everything as long as it benefits his pocket. I find it strange though. Aren't we creatures of compassion, how could this thing ----->$$$ actually change us?

Its funny when you think about it because when you finally end your journey here, you will not take even a single cent with you but keep in mind what ever bad deeds you have accomplish will haunt you.

Though, there are people still doing it knowing very well how they are harming others in the process. After all, its the survival of the fittest in a place like this.Sigh...

On another note, can people really be so irresponsible till the extend of you wanting to punch their face?lol

I guess they can. Real Idiots...

ha ha ha

2010-11-04T01:52:00.002+08:00

Damn, its been so long since anyone has written anything in this blog...

I just needed someplace to write so I thought, "hey!why not here?"

I doubt anyone will be reading this now...Its been abandoned too long but no one's to blame. Everyone needed to carry on with their lives and are everywhere around Malaysia. Its sad that people part ways but its needed in some ways...

After a few months of hanging around UKM, its sad to say that I do not really know what to say about anything. Its been like a blur because time is moving so fast, I can't really grasp on what is going on.

I've met with so many different kinds of people, people I would not mention here...

The University's like a place where every single kind of people will come together at one place for an uncommon goal...Why uncommon?because everyone is hoping for something different. We just ain't the same you know? Most of you would think University is a place for education. Well, I agree, but we just want to learn different things.

I thought I knew what I wanted to find in University but as I sit down and ponder...I don't think I really do. Its too complex in the sense that I want too many things! Sometimes too much and it becomes frustrating when you can't achieve them all.

And the people you meet!they are so different in every way! Its really hard to adjust yourself into a new environment with new people. Its frightening because you really need to think of what are you going to do since you don't really know these people. Some are easily offended, some are proud and boastful and you definitely don't want to mess with their EGO...

Sigh...

After all, it really boils down to what you are searching for in this place we call University
its either:
1) paper qualification
2) education
3) friends
4) network
5) skills
6) money
7) soul mate
8) and etc

Better have a heads up on what you are looking for...cuz at the end of the day, you need to know, to know it is that you really want...hmmmm

STPM

2010-02-25T16:10:00.005+08:00

is finally over...

The final step in the STPM Exam saga is over, and a new phase begins.

With the applications to Universities, the Waiting With Bated Breath For The Replies and stuff.

I just walked out of school for the last time just now(unless I need to go back there for forms or whatevers).

School was fun.. Lots of memories, lots of things learnt. Lots of skills learnt. Lots of lessons learnt.

The goodbyes to everyone as we all head out in different directions.

Ng Wei Loong : Pls return my CDs for freak's sake. I miss the music.

This blog has been kinda dead.

*looks around.*

*crickets chirping.*

*dust in every corner, dead leaves on the ground, dead flies all around.*

So this will be my last post here. ahaha... My blog is still open, though. No worries.

I wish all of you(who might stumble across this old dusty blog) the best in all, and have a good life.

Finally,
Alexis C

the after exam effect

2009-12-18T12:58:00.000+08:00

everyone's leaving
no one's coming home
are they remembering school moments just like me, i wonder
well i know i won't forget my friends..
if you meet me wondering around in the streets, greet me ya! :D

smile always!!
signing off,
linxx-vii

Story time!

2009-11-07T16:54:00.002+08:00

And the old general told his son, "leave this horrid place and don't look back. The is no point in serving arrogant fools who knows nothing about the country, who does not even care whether the people are dying or having enough food on the table! All they know is that their needs comes first before anything."

But the young man chose to ignore his fathers words, wanting to be the next general so much...Till he was blinded by what was in front of him.

The old man told him again, "I have conquered many lands, far and wide for them. Brought back victories by the dozen. Given them all they have now but look at how they treat this old bag of bones? Thrown aside because he can no longer ride his horse."

The general's son again chose to ignore his words of wisdom, thinking about his future of fame and glory.

Looking into his beloved son's eyes, he knows that he can no longer persuade him from taking the path he once took. Sighing with regret, the old general turns and walks away, praying hard for his son.

Two winters have come and gone, the old general lays on his bed, awaiting death to come and give him a visit. Though, he is not the only one waiting to pass on.

It seems the whole country was on the brink of collapse, surrounded by enemies who were once called friends. How did this day come you ask?

Its obvious the people on top has angered hearts around. And the young general has to face the wrath of former allies, with only his sword and shield for he has sworn an oath of loyalty to these filthy people known as kings.

Once the southern wind starts to blow, and the sounds of battle drums are heard, the young general knows his time is coming up. He thinks back about his fathers words, and regrets his actions. But all is lost as a sea of angry rebels approaches.

As this young general prepares to face his doom, the old general lying on his bed gets up and leaves his home for he knows something is terribly wrong with the abnormally cold wind and sweat he is feeling.

The young general prepares to fight the horde, knowing he had little chance to overcome this obstacle.

The first enemy he faces, his former lieutenant. His eyes filled with hatred, but now gone as the general struck out and ended his life, feeling pain as the man he just killed once drank from the same cup as he did.

And as the drums beat louder and faster, the general took so many lives of people he once knew and love that he could no longer wield his sword. At this moment of countless regret, an arrow pierced through the general's armor leaving him wounded. Screaming with agony and tears filled his eyes, he knew his moment was up in a matter of minutes.

Another arrow shot through the general's leg, crushing the bones inside. As the young general falls to his feet, he saw from a distance, his fathers image, slowly approaching him. His vision gets blur, he knows he is done for.

As the old general carries his lifeless son, sobbing uncontrollably, he too falls, for his time has come. Such regrets he carries...

I hate people who don't know anything but act and talk like they know everything. Thank you very much!!=)

Bad Guy..

2009-08-26T20:32:00.002+08:00

To all Upper 6 student:

Is time to wake up... Stop procrastinating... if u think u still have time to, im sorry to let u down..
STPM schedule is out!!!

http://www.box.net/services/ipaper_by_scribd/102/323469228/2af9fb/Jadual_Waktu_STPM_2009/shared/hbvk9z9e4x

2009-08-22T03:07:00.002+08:00

I wanna i wanna i wanna touch you
you wanna touch me too (HAMSAP!)
everyway and when they set me free
just put your hands on me!!!

KPA RECYCLING CAMPAIGN IN 5 MORE HOURS!!!
PLS HELP ME IN THE KONTENNA...

Compliments and sarcasm which comes along with it...

2009-08-14T23:17:00.006+08:00

Compliments are one of the nicest things to hear.

Who can possibly deny such a thing when someone comes up to you and said,"You were really good back there".It sort of gives you a temporary boost when you were just feeling down or bad about yourself.

However,it does not come easy from anyone...

Though I must agree that there are certain people who showers others with compliments daily.That of course,in my humble opinion is just sucking up...

Fine line between these two...Know which is appropriate...

Bahhh,but I don't normally say such things to people.You want it,you earn it...

But,I love to hear them no matter what...I mean,who would not like that??heh...xD

And I think sarcasm has taken over this generation.I am not sure how it happened,but it certainly did.

Quoted from somewhere,"Sarcasm is the lowest form of wit"

Can't agree more to that since everyone is getting so sarcastic nowadays...Can't even have a proper conversation without involving sarcasm...It was funny at the beginning,but nowadays its becoming such a norm that its frustrating...

And you can't say anything else after that cause its sarcasm...You can't actually hit someone because he was becoming sarcastic...So you counter it by being more sarcastic...and the cycle continues,you get the drift...

So sometimes,a proper and genuine compliment becomes associated with sarcasm...which in turn,turns the compliment into the opposite...

And you can't explain further cause it will only complicate things further...

See??A true poison to society...

So,sometimes when I am truly nice(not often),I am very nice...though most of the time I am just messing around...hahahha

Sometimes sarcasm comes around
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down

Life And All The Regrets That Comes along...

2009-08-12T16:01:00.000+08:00

As a person who have lived for practically 18 years,a few months,a few days and so on and so forth...I have come to realized that I felt regret one too many times...To have regretted is a normal thing in life I supposed...seeing that I am not the only one experiencing it...I am very sure that all who is reading this would have regretted on a thing or two in your own respective life...

Maybe it was the dress you should have bought...
or the party that you should have attended...
or the movie that you should not had watched...
or the guy you should have talked too in school...
or the teacher you should have said a million thanks too when you got your results...

or more serious things like

the last conversation you would have with a loved one...
the last hug that you can have with your daddy...
the last grin on your grandma's face...
the last time you can hear your brother's voice...

Things like this often occur because we being human are ignorant...
We never know what we got till it is gone...
We never know how important something or someone is till they are no longer in our life...

But sometimes,we feel regret for trivial matters...For all the times that we have lived,we spend time looking back in the past...Thinking about the possibilities,the "what if" or the "what could have been" when we know deep down inside,we can never have the chance to know what would have really happened...

But some of us prefer to cling on to the past,because we are not happy with our choices then and how we ended up here today...Its obvious that what is happening around us are a matter of choices we made before...Therefore,we feel regret to have took the road that lead us here...When at the first place,it was our own choice that lead us to where we are...There is no such thing as a "No choice situation"...

Its almost impossible to ask someone to not regret...because it comes with our nature of being normal people...but what we can do is to not regret about something so much because regrets are for cowards who dare not face the future...they are the ones who dare not see what lies ahead...

Sometimes,we end up regretting so much,reliving the past and present that could never have been that we lose track of reality...we end up living in our own dream,shadowed by our regrets...where we slowly lose our true self to our own doing...

Therefore,its only right to sum this up by saying,

be wise when making a decision,think through all the possible choices before making one...
and
when the decision has been made,live it without any regrets for it was your choice...

In other words...

have some balls to face your own actions...

and enjoy it to the fullest...=)

Randomness

2009-08-09T08:57:00.000+08:00

Something to crap about ....

Monday : It's a dull day with lengthy assembly. Boorrriiinnnngggggg ..

Tuesday : Hmm .. Not bad for me yet still doesn't like some of the classes that we have to attend.

Wednesday : Quite good actually. As im able to go back early *shhh* and have the rest of the day for myself except for maths tuition.

Thursday : Having chemistry practical. It's quite fun but somehow damn stressful (you know what i mean). After that got maths 2 lesson. During this period i always gets so sleepy -.-ll

Friday : Yay .. It's last day of school. But don't feel like going schools as we'll end up sleeping in the class =x

Saturday : Not bad for the beginning of weekend =)

Sunday : It's the day where im able to sleep longer. Am able to online longer as well =P

Okay .. That's all for now (i know my post sounds kinda lame) .. Chaoz

signing off : yf

RanDoM...

2009-07-30T22:02:00.000+08:00

I wan to read HARRY POTTER BOOK!!!!!

^_^

Sometimes Its Going to Rain...

2009-04-27T00:42:00.000+08:00

I think I just braced through a thunderstorm, tsunami, hurricane, earthquake, and snow storm all together...

Life really knows how to take a complete U-turn and slam it right through your face...
and with karma by its side,what a great combination they have...

If you fall,just stand up again,rub the sand off your knees,look up straight,look up high and say...

This SHIT won't stop me!!!!

And give them a big wide smile...And continue walking...

Everyone deserves a second chance...I will live with it...Cause I know what I am doing and what this leads too...

Is life really this great??or is this a big joke??

Who knows?Life continues...

Words...

2009-04-21T18:48:00.000+08:00

Dear someone,

Can you please not talk without using your brain?
The words you utter are pure gibberish and can really cause you to get some beating from me...(soon)

There are reasons why what you want,you still can't have...(and by-jolly am i having a good laugh at you)
Look at you...Masquerading on the outside...and making everyone,almost everyone to hate you...

There are limits in things to say...and my dear friend,frankly,you have way crossed yours...Please do not think you are far superior compared to others because you are really not...

You think you are so smart,but you really are not...You might just soon realize what a fool you have been...

You are selfish and self centered and only think about yourself and *ahem*...Do you not care about what others really feel??Or are you just plain ignorant??I seriously think you need a wake up call...Because you disgust me...Think about it kay??Or maybe you really can't think already...haha...

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Nature Hunt

I would like to thank all the board members who helped and those not in the board who helped out also...Seriously,I want to thank you guys for helping to make this a successful event...hahaha...

And to those who joined in just to entertain my request,THANKS A MILLION!!!at least you guys had a good laugh right??and exercise also...hahah....

I am exhausted~~~

Kids....

2009-04-09T21:58:00.000+08:00

Hello again..

Looking at my two cousins,makes me think back about how I was when I was much younger...

The elder one,learning her Bahasa Malaysia in the corner...

while I can hear some shouting in the back saying:Its not "saya 'melancong' nenek yang sakit"!!

and also :anjing itu sedang 'menjerit'...wth!!

well of course,I was not that clueless about my BM...

The younger one,disturbing me playing my solitaire...Keeps asking me to let him play...Although he doesn't even know how to play...I worry for my laptop...

And so I let him play the pinball game...Everytime the game ends,I would bluff him that he needs to wait for at least 10 minutes for the next game...

And now when I think back again...These adults used to bluff me all the time...

the innocence of a child....lmao!!!

Btw,
I am loaded for PC Fair...hahah!!!!

And Alexis is so so so lame....MONO~~~~~~~~~
with the orange and all...=.='''

Support Our Local Music Scene!!!

2009-03-30T20:33:00.000+08:00

The title up there is just to piss panjang putih off...hahaha

No,seriously...Do support them...They really do rock...Alot of them infact...You got bands like Estranged,Bunkface,Meet Uncle Hussein and more...their music are really good...Anyways,the reason why I blogged again is actually to tell you guys about a new band...Not really new la...

An all girl band infact...They are called......

Free To Fall!!!!

I only know a little bit about them,but all I can say is their music rocks!!!hahaha...Thats why I want you guys to know about them...

I think their single is called The Wait...

So you should quickly get their CDs...Its a one song album by the way...Can't wait for their full album to be released...I think these girls have the potential to go far...

Go to Sherlyn's blog for more information...tata...=)

p/s:A jack of all trades,master of none...though often better than a master of one...
very true indeed...Got me thinking about things I want to do in the near future...

Limits

2009-03-18T23:40:00.000+08:00

We all have our limits...

I have mine,you have yours...

The only thing is,we all have different limits to our limits...

Regretfully,I have to say that I reached my limits too many times...And also I made many people reached theirs...

Its because we are different all together,we see things differently...And for that exact reason problems arises...How we define right or wrong can be different from others...

and I had to learn it the hard way...no matter...lesson learned,we move on...

AND WOW!!!the poll is making me laugh...snow flake~~~

I wan my loh mee~~~~~~hahahhahahahah

hollaaaa~~~

2009-03-17T19:34:00.000+08:00

I blogged because you asked me too...
The truth is,blogging here does not feels so right...
Its like stepping into a house,which does not belong to you...
Where you can't seem to feel the sense of security...or the smell of your own home...

And readers come here to read about what you write...not what others are writing...

except some who comes here every single day because they got nothing to do
like me....

besides,we all have our respective blogs...its just that i shut mine down...because I do not intend on blogging anymore...for some reasons I do not want to disclose here...

but heck,I forgot how fun blogging was...maybe I will drop by here occasionally just to pen down my thoughts...lol

and oh!!!fantastic news...I am winning the poll...hahahha!!!

loh mee,here i come~~~~~~~~~

xD

Randomness

2009-03-12T22:23:00.000+08:00

Written by : yf

Ahem .. I shall come here to interfere Alexis's blog. Bwahahaha ... From what i've just read from your blog, it's kind of hard to imagine Alexis being those type of lala-ish girl. Well it might be happening if we put some thoughts and little imagination to it right? LoL ... Speaking of being lala .. Usually most of the people here will have this thoughts that a lala should be like :

1. Long hair with extremely straight/bowl cut shape fringe. As for short hair, their hair will be styled up using gel or sprays which got weird mixtures of colours.

2. You'll see footballers wandering around the shopping mall with colourfull socks that wears until their knees (for girls)

3. Weird combination of clothes with odd/bright colours.

4. Likes to make weird pose while taking pictures.

Im sure there's many points to describe them but that's all i can think of as im in a state of sleeping mood now. Im sorry if i'd cause any emotional feeling toward whoever that read this and im not discriminating anyone here. Hey .. I used to be one of them minus those straight fringe (mummy hairstyle), long socks (i dont have any), weird sense of clothing etc .. What i did is making weird pose while taking pictures. No doubt i do like camwhore but that's my past =) However, sometimes people will think that you're a lala even if you dont think so. In conclusion, people will judge no matter what ... Don't you?

p.s : Alexis dont get mad kay .. =) Im just randomly post things up.

Nyuet Nyuet

2009-03-07T19:14:00.000+08:00

There...Dropped by and left...

2009-02-26T22:17:00.000+08:00

Since i told her tat i'll spam her blog, then i'll spam..

S P A M . . .

-Spammed at 10.19pm.

2009-02-24T20:16:00.000+08:00

She's Her Platinum Heart...

I'm From Past Till Now...
;')