Friends you can trust

Lets make something happen here again. Its been uber long since anyone last updated until Aaron posted something two days ago. I miss the sensation of blogging and how it feels every time I type a new word onto the keypad. I've always loved writing but at one point or another, blogging became a place for me to vent out my anger and frustration which didn't really ended nicely, therefore I stopped blogging for awhile.

But Hey! I think I am back! I think I want to start blogging again just for the fun of it even though no one really reads what I write because its so damn long and so damn boring. But who cares? =P

So since everyone went their separate way after STPM, its been awhile seen all of us meet up and sit down to have a chat. Hows everyone now, I really want to know. In university I've seen and met different kinds of people. People who are really nice, not so nice and plain rubbish. So yeah, thats life I guess.

What I really want to say here now is that at least I know when I'm in the deepest shit in my life, or feeling extremely down, I have all of you to look back to. Somehow somewhere deep in my heart I know that I can trust all of you and I am truly glad for that. =)

flash back

have you ever wonder when is ur happiest moment of ur life?

is it when u fall in love the first time?
meeting new fren in school? college? uni?
playing games with fren?

have you ever wish to go back time not to change something but just to enjoy the whole moment again?

=)

Push it push it.

When people want something really badly, they tend to push harder and harder for it. What happens when you push too hard?hmmm?

Six In The City

How far are you willing to go knowing what you are doing will actually hurt others around you, with the exception you gain from it of course.

They say a human being will do anything and everything as long as it benefits his pocket. I find it strange though. Aren't we creatures of compassion, how could this thing ----->$$$ actually change us?

Its funny when you think about it because when you finally end your journey here, you will not take even a single cent with you but keep in mind what ever bad deeds you have accomplish will haunt you.

Though, there are people still doing it knowing very well how they are harming others in the process. After all, its the survival of the fittest in a place like this.Sigh...

On another note, can people really be so irresponsible till the extend of you wanting to punch their face?lol

I guess they can. Real Idiots...

ha ha ha

Damn, its been so long since anyone has written anything in this blog...


I just needed someplace to write so I thought, "hey!why not here?"


I doubt anyone will be reading this now...Its been abandoned too long but no one's to blame. Everyone needed to carry on with their lives and are everywhere around Malaysia. Its sad that people part ways but its needed in some ways...


After a few months of hanging around UKM, its sad to say that I do not really know what to say about anything. Its been like a blur because time is moving so fast, I can't really grasp on what is going on.


I've met with so many different kinds of people, people I would not mention here...

The University's like a place where every single kind of people will come together at one place for an uncommon goal...Why uncommon?because everyone is hoping for something different. We just ain't the same you know? Most of you would think University is a place for education. Well, I agree, but we just want to learn different things.


I thought I knew what I wanted to find in University but as I sit down and ponder...I don't think I really do. Its too complex in the sense that I want too many things! Sometimes too much and it becomes frustrating when you can't achieve them all.


And the people you meet!they are so different in every way! Its really hard to adjust yourself into a new environment with new people. Its frightening because you really need to think of what are you going to do since you don't really know these people. Some are easily offended, some are proud and boastful and you definitely don't want to mess with their EGO...


Sigh...

After all, it really boils down to what you are searching for in this place we call University
its either:
1) paper qualification
2) education
3) friends
4) network
5) skills
6) money
7) soul mate
8) and etc


Better have a heads up on what you are looking for...cuz at the end of the day, you need to know, to know it is that you really want...hmmmm

STPM

is finally over...

The final step in the STPM Exam saga is over, and a new phase begins.

With the applications to Universities, the Waiting With Bated Breath For The Replies and stuff.

I just walked out of school for the last time just now(unless I need to go back there for forms or whatevers).

School was fun.. Lots of memories, lots of things learnt. Lots of skills learnt. Lots of lessons learnt.

The goodbyes to everyone as we all head out in different directions.

Ng Wei Loong : Pls return my CDs for freak's sake. I miss the music.

This blog has been kinda dead.

*looks around.*

*crickets chirping.*

*dust in every corner, dead leaves on the ground, dead flies all around.*

So this will be my last post here. ahaha... My blog is still open, though. No worries.

I wish all of you(who might stumble across this old dusty blog) the best in all, and have a good life.




Finally,
Alexis C

the after exam effect

everyone's leaving
no one's coming home
are they remembering school moments just like me, i wonder
well i know i won't forget my friends..
if you meet me wondering around in the streets, greet me ya! :D

smile always!!
signing off,
linxx-vii