Push it push it.

When people want something really badly, they tend to push harder and harder for it. What happens when you push too hard?hmmm?

Six In The City

How far are you willing to go knowing what you are doing will actually hurt others around you, with the exception you gain from it of course.

They say a human being will do anything and everything as long as it benefits his pocket. I find it strange though. Aren't we creatures of compassion, how could this thing ----->$$$ actually change us?

Its funny when you think about it because when you finally end your journey here, you will not take even a single cent with you but keep in mind what ever bad deeds you have accomplish will haunt you.

Though, there are people still doing it knowing very well how they are harming others in the process. After all, its the survival of the fittest in a place like this.Sigh...

On another note, can people really be so irresponsible till the extend of you wanting to punch their face?lol

I guess they can. Real Idiots...

ha ha ha

Damn, its been so long since anyone has written anything in this blog...


I just needed someplace to write so I thought, "hey!why not here?"


I doubt anyone will be reading this now...Its been abandoned too long but no one's to blame. Everyone needed to carry on with their lives and are everywhere around Malaysia. Its sad that people part ways but its needed in some ways...


After a few months of hanging around UKM, its sad to say that I do not really know what to say about anything. Its been like a blur because time is moving so fast, I can't really grasp on what is going on.


I've met with so many different kinds of people, people I would not mention here...

The University's like a place where every single kind of people will come together at one place for an uncommon goal...Why uncommon?because everyone is hoping for something different. We just ain't the same you know? Most of you would think University is a place for education. Well, I agree, but we just want to learn different things.


I thought I knew what I wanted to find in University but as I sit down and ponder...I don't think I really do. Its too complex in the sense that I want too many things! Sometimes too much and it becomes frustrating when you can't achieve them all.


And the people you meet!they are so different in every way! Its really hard to adjust yourself into a new environment with new people. Its frightening because you really need to think of what are you going to do since you don't really know these people. Some are easily offended, some are proud and boastful and you definitely don't want to mess with their EGO...


Sigh...

After all, it really boils down to what you are searching for in this place we call University
its either:
1) paper qualification
2) education
3) friends
4) network
5) skills
6) money
7) soul mate
8) and etc


Better have a heads up on what you are looking for...cuz at the end of the day, you need to know, to know it is that you really want...hmmmm

STPM

is finally over...

The final step in the STPM Exam saga is over, and a new phase begins.

With the applications to Universities, the Waiting With Bated Breath For The Replies and stuff.

I just walked out of school for the last time just now(unless I need to go back there for forms or whatevers).

School was fun.. Lots of memories, lots of things learnt. Lots of skills learnt. Lots of lessons learnt.

The goodbyes to everyone as we all head out in different directions.

Ng Wei Loong : Pls return my CDs for freak's sake. I miss the music.

This blog has been kinda dead.

*looks around.*

*crickets chirping.*

*dust in every corner, dead leaves on the ground, dead flies all around.*

So this will be my last post here. ahaha... My blog is still open, though. No worries.

I wish all of you(who might stumble across this old dusty blog) the best in all, and have a good life.




Finally,
Alexis C

the after exam effect

everyone's leaving
no one's coming home
are they remembering school moments just like me, i wonder
well i know i won't forget my friends..
if you meet me wondering around in the streets, greet me ya! :D

smile always!!
signing off,
linxx-vii

Story time!

And the old general told his son, "leave this horrid place and don't look back. The is no point in serving arrogant fools who knows nothing about the country, who does not even care whether the people are dying or having enough food on the table! All they know is that their needs comes first before anything."

But the young man chose to ignore his fathers words, wanting to be the next general so much...Till he was blinded by what was in front of him.

The old man told him again, "I have conquered many lands, far and wide for them. Brought back victories by the dozen. Given them all they have now but look at how they treat this old bag of bones? Thrown aside because he can no longer ride his horse."

The general's son again chose to ignore his words of wisdom, thinking about his future of fame and glory.

Looking into his beloved son's eyes, he knows that he can no longer persuade him from taking the path he once took. Sighing with regret, the old general turns and walks away, praying hard for his son.

Two winters have come and gone, the old general lays on his bed, awaiting death to come and give him a visit. Though, he is not the only one waiting to pass on.

It seems the whole country was on the brink of collapse, surrounded by enemies who were once called friends. How did this day come you ask?

Its obvious the people on top has angered hearts around. And the young general has to face the wrath of former allies, with only his sword and shield for he has sworn an oath of loyalty to these filthy people known as kings.


Once the southern wind starts to blow, and the sounds of battle drums are heard, the young general knows his time is coming up. He thinks back about his fathers words, and regrets his actions. But all is lost as a sea of angry rebels approaches.

As this young general prepares to face his doom, the old general lying on his bed gets up and leaves his home for he knows something is terribly wrong with the abnormally cold wind and sweat he is feeling.

The young general prepares to fight the horde, knowing he had little chance to overcome this obstacle.

The first enemy he faces, his former lieutenant. His eyes filled with hatred, but now gone as the general struck out and ended his life, feeling pain as the man he just killed once drank from the same cup as he did.

And as the drums beat louder and faster, the general took so many lives of people he once knew and love that he could no longer wield his sword. At this moment of countless regret, an arrow pierced through the general's armor leaving him wounded. Screaming with agony and tears filled his eyes, he knew his moment was up in a matter of minutes.

Another arrow shot through the general's leg, crushing the bones inside. As the young general falls to his feet, he saw from a distance, his fathers image, slowly approaching him. His vision gets blur, he knows he is done for.

As the old general carries his lifeless son, sobbing uncontrollably, he too falls, for his time has come. Such regrets he carries...



I hate people who don't know anything but act and talk like they know everything. Thank you very much!!=)

Bad Guy..

To all Upper 6 student:

Is time to wake up... Stop procrastinating... if u think u still have time to, im sorry to let u down..
STPM schedule is out!!!

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