un-positive sounding blahs

I forgot my password again and ended up typing in a few different passwords and crossing my fingers that each one was right.. lols!!!

Nowadays ther's so many stories of corruption taking place in goverment offices, police stations and places where these things should never happen.. Stories of people wanting to kick every other ethnic group out of the country, unsolved cases, stories of people blaming people of a certain faith for the thises and thats, crusades, conspiracies to take over the country and such things...

How twisted men can be.

The people and institutions you look to to save your ass or at least protect it when the bad guys come at you and to govern you and everybody else, and make laws are failing. They are run by men, after all. And all sons of Adam and daughters of Eve have fallen(yea so very Narnia. lol).

What can we do??

Well, we can either turn bad ourselves, badder than the bad guys and try to somehow, come up on top of a system that wants to keep you down using connections, underground methods and other naughty, naughty ways. Throw a stone and duck.

We could just lie down and let people walk all over us. Complain about it to our friends with doomsay tones and black looks on our faces during mamak sessions and free time. Read the papers, the on-9 news with sinking feelings in our hearts and the sides of our mouths turned down. Else with a sneer on our faces.

We could plow on against the current, fighting for every inch gained and gritting our teeth against every other lost.

We can run away, pack up and leave, to another place that might treat us better. Try to make our fortunes and build our empires there.

We can pretend ther's nothing going on and everything's rosy.

I have seen people who do all these things.

Is there hope for the people yet? One can only hope. And pray to God. The highest institution of appeal. The herbs in a bed of thorns can hardly do anything.

This is too much...

A friend of mine got himself into a little trouble with the police a while back.

The reason? For being young and driving a new car I suppose?

While he was driving back home, he got stopped by the police. The police drove up next to him and asked him to stop. Naturally, if that happens, everyone would stop right? Wrong thing to do!

The next thing he knows, the police wants to do a search on his car. After awhile, guess what? They discovered a straw filled with some drugs, in a place my friend never even know existed in his car. He got arrested, handcuffed, pushed to the back seat and was driven to the police station. When he arrived, guess who is waiting for him? More vultures. They surround him, threatening him that he will be placed behind bars for something he did not even do at the first place.

And the most surprising part of all *sarcastic tone included*...

They wanted money. Knowing he has no choice, he did what he was told. He gave him what he had. Guess what? It was not enough. The police wanted to know how much he had in his bank account? I guess if you want to go bad, you go all the way...

His father had to come to save him and he was released for a larger sum of money which I will not say here. Now, he thinks the police left a criminal record on his name. For something he did not even do...

Now here is my take on this piece,

Wat the FUCK has our country turn into? Police acting worse than robbers, committing something so morally wrong that it sickens the stomach? This is corruption rotten to the deepest core. This is some fucked up shit man! An entity who was originally meant to protect society, turning back against them and acting worse than animals?How terrible has this country turn into that we are producing sick people like this? Is this how we want to be known by the world? A country whereby the law enforcers are breaking the law itself? I'm not sure how it is in other countries but this is definitely wrong in so many levels. Its so outrageous, words can't describe it... Its so terrible its sad... Really...

Note: I wrote this story to warn other potential victims of the fucked up people, do spread it through mouth and tell your loved ones. Try not to post it anywhere else. The police has my friends contacts and address. I really do not want more harm fall upon him again. Thanks and may a miracle be bestowed upon this country...

I wish...

I wish I could write long essays which do not bore...

I wish I could pen down my thoughts well...

I wish I could love without discriminating...

I wish I could think with my head, and not my heart...

I wish I could make decisions fast...

I wish I could feel no regrets in decisions I make...

I wish I could think less of what I have done...

I wish I could help people more...

I wish I could tell the truth from the lies in an instant...

I wish I could have more friends who are true to me...

I wish I could travel the world...

I wish I could get things I want...

I wish I could stop making mistakes in life...

I wish I could...

I wish I...

I wish...

I...

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FiNalLy

yeah it will be my last week of final starting tomoro.. XD thumb up.. but things doesnt seem to be correct.. @_@ i been playing, playing, playing and let think PLAYING GAMES!!!!

im totally in a holiday mood now.. studying is like the last thing i wanna do.. haizz.. =.="

i wonder what everyone gonna do for this sem break.. this sem break gonna 1 of the longest sem break in MALAYSIA history!!! hahhahaa.. 4 freaking month!!! if u calculate properly its almost 5 month!!! can u imagine that.. almost half a year to enjoy!!! ahahahhaa.. well everyone will be busy looking for part time job i guess...

i cant wait!!! counting down.. 5 more days to go and KLANG here i come.. =)

TAKING OFF~~~~~ good nite~~~~~

China Exchange

Here I am, minutes away from boarding my plane to GuangZhou, China. Feeling rather nervous because this is the first time I am travelling out of Malaysia alone. Will get over this feeling soon enough. I hope.


I going for an exchange for 6 weeks under AIESEC. Go google it up if you do not know what it is. I think its in a few universities around Malaysia except Aaron's and Alexis's. Will be doing a project on environmental awareness. Something I am familiar with. =D


I think I will be unable to access many things in China because they practically ban all the websites I use in Malaysia, i.e : FB and Google. I wonder if they block blogger too?


So yeah, off I go and if I remember, I will get souvenirs for you guys... also pray that I have enough money. =P

Till then, to those who are still having their exams, all the best!! To those who are slacking, all the best in slacking? Hehe. Will join you guys once I am back!


So... See ya!! Got a plane to catch! (Always wanted to say that) xD

hah.

finally I can post here.

I forgot my password, and it was only after a series of tedious clicking and stuff before I could access this blog again. :3

it's been so long since STPM. According to Davin's blog, it's been 508 days since the last paper.

WA.

And I miss everyone. There's been new friends and new people and all, but I still miss the old friends. You knw, the Away gang, loh mee bets, teasing and all.

And now I'm still in the middle of my papers. Which will end this Thursday.

@Aaron : You have 8 papers?? WTH?!
@Wingo : I want my souvenir. dun forget. :3
@everybody else : where did they go ha.