no one's coming home
are they remembering school moments just like me, i wonder
well i know i won't forget my friends..
if you meet me wondering around in the streets, greet me ya! :D
signing off,
linxx-vii
Friday, December 18, 2009
the after exam effect
everyone's leaving
no one's coming home
are they remembering school moments just like me, i wonder
well i know i won't forget my friends..
if you meet me wondering around in the streets, greet me ya! :D
smile always!!
signing off,
linxx-vii
no one's coming home
are they remembering school moments just like me, i wonder
well i know i won't forget my friends..
if you meet me wondering around in the streets, greet me ya! :D
signing off,
linxx-vii
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Story time!
And the old general told his son, "leave this horrid place and don't look back. The is no point in serving arrogant fools who knows nothing about the country, who does not even care whether the people are dying or having enough food on the table! All they know is that their needs comes first before anything."
But the young man chose to ignore his fathers words, wanting to be the next general so much...Till he was blinded by what was in front of him.
The old man told him again, "I have conquered many lands, far and wide for them. Brought back victories by the dozen. Given them all they have now but look at how they treat this old bag of bones? Thrown aside because he can no longer ride his horse."
The general's son again chose to ignore his words of wisdom, thinking about his future of fame and glory.
Looking into his beloved son's eyes, he knows that he can no longer persuade him from taking the path he once took. Sighing with regret, the old general turns and walks away, praying hard for his son.
Two winters have come and gone, the old general lays on his bed, awaiting death to come and give him a visit. Though, he is not the only one waiting to pass on.
It seems the whole country was on the brink of collapse, surrounded by enemies who were once called friends. How did this day come you ask?
Its obvious the people on top has angered hearts around. And the young general has to face the wrath of former allies, with only his sword and shield for he has sworn an oath of loyalty to these filthy people known as kings.
Once the southern wind starts to blow, and the sounds of battle drums are heard, the young general knows his time is coming up. He thinks back about his fathers words, and regrets his actions. But all is lost as a sea of angry rebels approaches.
As this young general prepares to face his doom, the old general lying on his bed gets up and leaves his home for he knows something is terribly wrong with the abnormally cold wind and sweat he is feeling.
The young general prepares to fight the horde, knowing he had little chance to overcome this obstacle.
The first enemy he faces, his former lieutenant. His eyes filled with hatred, but now gone as the general struck out and ended his life, feeling pain as the man he just killed once drank from the same cup as he did.
And as the drums beat louder and faster, the general took so many lives of people he once knew and love that he could no longer wield his sword. At this moment of countless regret, an arrow pierced through the general's armor leaving him wounded. Screaming with agony and tears filled his eyes, he knew his moment was up in a matter of minutes.
Another arrow shot through the general's leg, crushing the bones inside. As the young general falls to his feet, he saw from a distance, his fathers image, slowly approaching him. His vision gets blur, he knows he is done for.
As the old general carries his lifeless son, sobbing uncontrollably, he too falls, for his time has come. Such regrets he carries...
I hate people who don't know anything but act and talk like they know everything. Thank you very much!!=)
But the young man chose to ignore his fathers words, wanting to be the next general so much...Till he was blinded by what was in front of him.
The old man told him again, "I have conquered many lands, far and wide for them. Brought back victories by the dozen. Given them all they have now but look at how they treat this old bag of bones? Thrown aside because he can no longer ride his horse."
The general's son again chose to ignore his words of wisdom, thinking about his future of fame and glory.
Looking into his beloved son's eyes, he knows that he can no longer persuade him from taking the path he once took. Sighing with regret, the old general turns and walks away, praying hard for his son.
Two winters have come and gone, the old general lays on his bed, awaiting death to come and give him a visit. Though, he is not the only one waiting to pass on.
It seems the whole country was on the brink of collapse, surrounded by enemies who were once called friends. How did this day come you ask?
Its obvious the people on top has angered hearts around. And the young general has to face the wrath of former allies, with only his sword and shield for he has sworn an oath of loyalty to these filthy people known as kings.
Once the southern wind starts to blow, and the sounds of battle drums are heard, the young general knows his time is coming up. He thinks back about his fathers words, and regrets his actions. But all is lost as a sea of angry rebels approaches.
As this young general prepares to face his doom, the old general lying on his bed gets up and leaves his home for he knows something is terribly wrong with the abnormally cold wind and sweat he is feeling.
The young general prepares to fight the horde, knowing he had little chance to overcome this obstacle.
The first enemy he faces, his former lieutenant. His eyes filled with hatred, but now gone as the general struck out and ended his life, feeling pain as the man he just killed once drank from the same cup as he did.
And as the drums beat louder and faster, the general took so many lives of people he once knew and love that he could no longer wield his sword. At this moment of countless regret, an arrow pierced through the general's armor leaving him wounded. Screaming with agony and tears filled his eyes, he knew his moment was up in a matter of minutes.
Another arrow shot through the general's leg, crushing the bones inside. As the young general falls to his feet, he saw from a distance, his fathers image, slowly approaching him. His vision gets blur, he knows he is done for.
As the old general carries his lifeless son, sobbing uncontrollably, he too falls, for his time has come. Such regrets he carries...
I hate people who don't know anything but act and talk like they know everything. Thank you very much!!=)
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Bad Guy..
To all Upper 6 student:
Is time to wake up... Stop procrastinating... if u think u still have time to, im sorry to let u down..
STPM schedule is out!!!
http://www.box.net/services/ipaper_by_scribd/102/323469228/2af9fb/Jadual_Waktu_STPM_2009/shared/hbvk9z9e4x
Is time to wake up... Stop procrastinating... if u think u still have time to, im sorry to let u down..
STPM schedule is out!!!
http://www.box.net/services/ipaper_by_scribd/102/323469228/2af9fb/Jadual_Waktu_STPM_2009/shared/hbvk9z9e4x
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Friday, August 14, 2009
Compliments and sarcasm which comes along with it...
Compliments are one of the nicest things to hear.
Who can possibly deny such a thing when someone comes up to you and said,"You were really good back there".It sort of gives you a temporary boost when you were just feeling down or bad about yourself.
However,it does not come easy from anyone...
Though I must agree that there are certain people who showers others with compliments daily.That of course,in my humble opinion is just sucking up...
Fine line between these two...Know which is appropriate...
Bahhh,but I don't normally say such things to people.You want it,you earn it...
But,I love to hear them no matter what...I mean,who would not like that??heh...xD
And I think sarcasm has taken over this generation.I am not sure how it happened,but it certainly did.
Quoted from somewhere,"Sarcasm is the lowest form of wit"
Can't agree more to that since everyone is getting so sarcastic nowadays...Can't even have a proper conversation without involving sarcasm...It was funny at the beginning,but nowadays its becoming such a norm that its frustrating...
And you can't say anything else after that cause its sarcasm...You can't actually hit someone because he was becoming sarcastic...So you counter it by being more sarcastic...and the cycle continues,you get the drift...
So sometimes,a proper and genuine compliment becomes associated with sarcasm...which in turn,turns the compliment into the opposite...
And you can't explain further cause it will only complicate things further...
See??A true poison to society...
So,sometimes when I am truly nice(not often),I am very nice...though most of the time I am just messing around...hahahha
Sometimes sarcasm comes around
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
Who can possibly deny such a thing when someone comes up to you and said,"You were really good back there".It sort of gives you a temporary boost when you were just feeling down or bad about yourself.
However,it does not come easy from anyone...
Though I must agree that there are certain people who showers others with compliments daily.That of course,in my humble opinion is just sucking up...
Fine line between these two...Know which is appropriate...
Bahhh,but I don't normally say such things to people.You want it,you earn it...
But,I love to hear them no matter what...I mean,who would not like that??heh...xD
And I think sarcasm has taken over this generation.I am not sure how it happened,but it certainly did.
Quoted from somewhere,"Sarcasm is the lowest form of wit"
Can't agree more to that since everyone is getting so sarcastic nowadays...Can't even have a proper conversation without involving sarcasm...It was funny at the beginning,but nowadays its becoming such a norm that its frustrating...
And you can't say anything else after that cause its sarcasm...You can't actually hit someone because he was becoming sarcastic...So you counter it by being more sarcastic...and the cycle continues,you get the drift...
So sometimes,a proper and genuine compliment becomes associated with sarcasm...which in turn,turns the compliment into the opposite...
And you can't explain further cause it will only complicate things further...
See??A true poison to society...
So,sometimes when I am truly nice(not often),I am very nice...though most of the time I am just messing around...hahahha
Sometimes sarcasm comes around
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Life And All The Regrets That Comes along...
As a person who have lived for practically 18 years,a few months,a few days and so on and so forth...I have come to realized that I felt regret one too many times...To have regretted is a normal thing in life I supposed...seeing that I am not the only one experiencing it...I am very sure that all who is reading this would have regretted on a thing or two in your own respective life...
Maybe it was the dress you should have bought...
or the party that you should have attended...
or the movie that you should not had watched...
or the guy you should have talked too in school...
or the teacher you should have said a million thanks too when you got your results...
or more serious things like
the last conversation you would have with a loved one...
the last hug that you can have with your daddy...
the last grin on your grandma's face...
the last time you can hear your brother's voice...
Things like this often occur because we being human are ignorant...
We never know what we got till it is gone...
We never know how important something or someone is till they are no longer in our life...
But sometimes,we feel regret for trivial matters...For all the times that we have lived,we spend time looking back in the past...Thinking about the possibilities,the "what if" or the "what could have been" when we know deep down inside,we can never have the chance to know what would have really happened...
But some of us prefer to cling on to the past,because we are not happy with our choices then and how we ended up here today...Its obvious that what is happening around us are a matter of choices we made before...Therefore,we feel regret to have took the road that lead us here...When at the first place,it was our own choice that lead us to where we are...There is no such thing as a "No choice situation"...
Its almost impossible to ask someone to not regret...because it comes with our nature of being normal people...but what we can do is to not regret about something so much because regrets are for cowards who dare not face the future...they are the ones who dare not see what lies ahead...
Sometimes,we end up regretting so much,reliving the past and present that could never have been that we lose track of reality...we end up living in our own dream,shadowed by our regrets...where we slowly lose our true self to our own doing...
Therefore,its only right to sum this up by saying,
be wise when making a decision,think through all the possible choices before making one...
and
when the decision has been made,live it without any regrets for it was your choice...
In other words...
have some balls to face your own actions...
and enjoy it to the fullest...=)
Maybe it was the dress you should have bought...
or the party that you should have attended...
or the movie that you should not had watched...
or the guy you should have talked too in school...
or the teacher you should have said a million thanks too when you got your results...
or more serious things like
the last conversation you would have with a loved one...
the last hug that you can have with your daddy...
the last grin on your grandma's face...
the last time you can hear your brother's voice...
Things like this often occur because we being human are ignorant...
We never know what we got till it is gone...
We never know how important something or someone is till they are no longer in our life...
But sometimes,we feel regret for trivial matters...For all the times that we have lived,we spend time looking back in the past...Thinking about the possibilities,the "what if" or the "what could have been" when we know deep down inside,we can never have the chance to know what would have really happened...
But some of us prefer to cling on to the past,because we are not happy with our choices then and how we ended up here today...Its obvious that what is happening around us are a matter of choices we made before...Therefore,we feel regret to have took the road that lead us here...When at the first place,it was our own choice that lead us to where we are...There is no such thing as a "No choice situation"...
Its almost impossible to ask someone to not regret...because it comes with our nature of being normal people...but what we can do is to not regret about something so much because regrets are for cowards who dare not face the future...they are the ones who dare not see what lies ahead...
Sometimes,we end up regretting so much,reliving the past and present that could never have been that we lose track of reality...we end up living in our own dream,shadowed by our regrets...where we slowly lose our true self to our own doing...
Therefore,its only right to sum this up by saying,
be wise when making a decision,think through all the possible choices before making one...
and
when the decision has been made,live it without any regrets for it was your choice...
In other words...
have some balls to face your own actions...
and enjoy it to the fullest...=)
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Randomness
Something to crap about ....
Monday : It's a dull day with lengthy assembly. Boorrriiinnnngggggg ..
Tuesday : Hmm .. Not bad for me yet still doesn't like some of the classes that we have to attend.
Wednesday : Quite good actually. As im able to go back early *shhh* and have the rest of the day for myself except for maths tuition.
Thursday : Having chemistry practical. It's quite fun but somehow damn stressful (you know what i mean). After that got maths 2 lesson. During this period i always gets so sleepy -.-ll
Friday : Yay .. It's last day of school. But don't feel like going schools as we'll end up sleeping in the class =x
Saturday : Not bad for the beginning of weekend =)
Sunday : It's the day where im able to sleep longer. Am able to online longer as well =P
Okay .. That's all for now (i know my post sounds kinda lame) .. Chaoz
signing off : yf
Monday : It's a dull day with lengthy assembly. Boorrriiinnnngggggg ..
Tuesday : Hmm .. Not bad for me yet still doesn't like some of the classes that we have to attend.
Wednesday : Quite good actually. As im able to go back early *shhh* and have the rest of the day for myself except for maths tuition.
Thursday : Having chemistry practical. It's quite fun but somehow damn stressful (you know what i mean). After that got maths 2 lesson. During this period i always gets so sleepy -.-ll
Friday : Yay .. It's last day of school. But don't feel like going schools as we'll end up sleeping in the class =x
Saturday : Not bad for the beginning of weekend =)
Sunday : It's the day where im able to sleep longer. Am able to online longer as well =P
Okay .. That's all for now (i know my post sounds kinda lame) .. Chaoz
signing off : yf
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Monday, April 27, 2009
Sometimes Its Going to Rain...
I think I just braced through a thunderstorm, tsunami, hurricane, earthquake, and snow storm all together...
Life really knows how to take a complete U-turn and slam it right through your face...
and with karma by its side,what a great combination they have...
If you fall,just stand up again,rub the sand off your knees,look up straight,look up high and say...
This SHIT won't stop me!!!!
And give them a big wide smile...And continue walking...
Everyone deserves a second chance...I will live with it...Cause I know what I am doing and what this leads too...
Is life really this great??or is this a big joke??
Who knows?Life continues...
Life really knows how to take a complete U-turn and slam it right through your face...
and with karma by its side,what a great combination they have...
If you fall,just stand up again,rub the sand off your knees,look up straight,look up high and say...
This SHIT won't stop me!!!!
And give them a big wide smile...And continue walking...
Everyone deserves a second chance...I will live with it...Cause I know what I am doing and what this leads too...
Is life really this great??or is this a big joke??
Who knows?Life continues...
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Words...
Dear someone,
Can you please not talk without using your brain?
The words you utter are pure gibberish and can really cause you to get some beating from me...(soon)
There are reasons why what you want,you still can't have...(and by-jolly am i having a good laugh at you)
Look at you...Masquerading on the outside...and making everyone,almost everyone to hate you...
There are limits in things to say...and my dear friend,frankly,you have way crossed yours...Please do not think you are far superior compared to others because you are really not...
You think you are so smart,but you really are not...You might just soon realize what a fool you have been...
You are selfish and self centered and only think about yourself and *ahem*...Do you not care about what others really feel??Or are you just plain ignorant??I seriously think you need a wake up call...Because you disgust me...Think about it kay??Or maybe you really can't think already...haha...
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Nature Hunt
I would like to thank all the board members who helped and those not in the board who helped out also...Seriously,I want to thank you guys for helping to make this a successful event...hahaha...
And to those who joined in just to entertain my request,THANKS A MILLION!!!at least you guys had a good laugh right??and exercise also...hahah....
I am exhausted~~~
Can you please not talk without using your brain?
The words you utter are pure gibberish and can really cause you to get some beating from me...(soon)
There are reasons why what you want,you still can't have...(and by-jolly am i having a good laugh at you)
Look at you...Masquerading on the outside...and making everyone,almost everyone to hate you...
There are limits in things to say...and my dear friend,frankly,you have way crossed yours...Please do not think you are far superior compared to others because you are really not...
You think you are so smart,but you really are not...You might just soon realize what a fool you have been...
You are selfish and self centered and only think about yourself and *ahem*...Do you not care about what others really feel??Or are you just plain ignorant??I seriously think you need a wake up call...Because you disgust me...Think about it kay??Or maybe you really can't think already...haha...
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Nature Hunt
I would like to thank all the board members who helped and those not in the board who helped out also...Seriously,I want to thank you guys for helping to make this a successful event...hahaha...
And to those who joined in just to entertain my request,THANKS A MILLION!!!at least you guys had a good laugh right??and exercise also...hahah....
I am exhausted~~~
Thursday, April 9, 2009
Kids....
Hello again..
Looking at my two cousins,makes me think back about how I was when I was much younger...
The elder one,learning her Bahasa Malaysia in the corner...
while I can hear some shouting in the back saying:Its not "saya 'melancong' nenek yang sakit"!!
and also :anjing itu sedang 'menjerit'...wth!!
well of course,I was not that clueless about my BM...
The younger one,disturbing me playing my solitaire...Keeps asking me to let him play...Although he doesn't even know how to play...I worry for my laptop...
And so I let him play the pinball game...Everytime the game ends,I would bluff him that he needs to wait for at least 10 minutes for the next game...
And now when I think back again...These adults used to bluff me all the time...
the innocence of a child....lmao!!!
Btw,
I am loaded for PC Fair...hahah!!!!
And Alexis is so so so lame....MONO~~~~~~~~~
with the orange and all...=.='''
Looking at my two cousins,makes me think back about how I was when I was much younger...
The elder one,learning her Bahasa Malaysia in the corner...
while I can hear some shouting in the back saying:Its not "saya 'melancong' nenek yang sakit"!!
and also :anjing itu sedang 'menjerit'...wth!!
well of course,I was not that clueless about my BM...
The younger one,disturbing me playing my solitaire...Keeps asking me to let him play...Although he doesn't even know how to play...I worry for my laptop...
And so I let him play the pinball game...Everytime the game ends,I would bluff him that he needs to wait for at least 10 minutes for the next game...
And now when I think back again...These adults used to bluff me all the time...
the innocence of a child....lmao!!!
Btw,
I am loaded for PC Fair...hahah!!!!
And Alexis is so so so lame....MONO~~~~~~~~~
with the orange and all...=.='''
Monday, March 30, 2009
Support Our Local Music Scene!!!
The title up there is just to piss panjang putih off...hahaha
No,seriously...Do support them...They really do rock...Alot of them infact...You got bands like Estranged,Bunkface,Meet Uncle Hussein and more...their music are really good...Anyways,the reason why I blogged again is actually to tell you guys about a new band...Not really new la...
An all girl band infact...They are called......
Free To Fall!!!!
I only know a little bit about them,but all I can say is their music rocks!!!hahaha...Thats why I want you guys to know about them...
I think their single is called The Wait...
So you should quickly get their CDs...Its a one song album by the way...Can't wait for their full album to be released...I think these girls have the potential to go far...
Go to Sherlyn's blog for more information...tata...=)
p/s:A jack of all trades,master of none...though often better than a master of one...
very true indeed...Got me thinking about things I want to do in the near future...
No,seriously...Do support them...They really do rock...Alot of them infact...You got bands like Estranged,Bunkface,Meet Uncle Hussein and more...their music are really good...Anyways,the reason why I blogged again is actually to tell you guys about a new band...Not really new la...
An all girl band infact...They are called......
Free To Fall!!!!
I only know a little bit about them,but all I can say is their music rocks!!!hahaha...Thats why I want you guys to know about them...
I think their single is called The Wait...
So you should quickly get their CDs...Its a one song album by the way...Can't wait for their full album to be released...I think these girls have the potential to go far...
Go to Sherlyn's blog for more information...tata...=)
p/s:A jack of all trades,master of none...though often better than a master of one...
very true indeed...Got me thinking about things I want to do in the near future...
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Limits
We all have our limits...
I have mine,you have yours...
The only thing is,we all have different limits to our limits...
Regretfully,I have to say that I reached my limits too many times...And also I made many people reached theirs...
Its because we are different all together,we see things differently...And for that exact reason problems arises...How we define right or wrong can be different from others...
and I had to learn it the hard way...no matter...lesson learned,we move on...
AND WOW!!!the poll is making me laugh...snow flake~~~
I wan my loh mee~~~~~~hahahhahahahah
I have mine,you have yours...
The only thing is,we all have different limits to our limits...
Regretfully,I have to say that I reached my limits too many times...And also I made many people reached theirs...
Its because we are different all together,we see things differently...And for that exact reason problems arises...How we define right or wrong can be different from others...
and I had to learn it the hard way...no matter...lesson learned,we move on...
AND WOW!!!the poll is making me laugh...snow flake~~~
I wan my loh mee~~~~~~hahahhahahahah
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
hollaaaa~~~
I blogged because you asked me too...
The truth is,blogging here does not feels so right...
Its like stepping into a house,which does not belong to you...
Where you can't seem to feel the sense of security...or the smell of your own home...
And readers come here to read about what you write...not what others are writing...
except some who comes here every single day because they got nothing to do
like me....
besides,we all have our respective blogs...its just that i shut mine down...because I do not intend on blogging anymore...for some reasons I do not want to disclose here...
but heck,I forgot how fun blogging was...maybe I will drop by here occasionally just to pen down my thoughts...lol
and oh!!!fantastic news...I am winning the poll...hahahha!!!
loh mee,here i come~~~~~~~~~
xD
The truth is,blogging here does not feels so right...
Its like stepping into a house,which does not belong to you...
Where you can't seem to feel the sense of security...or the smell of your own home...
And readers come here to read about what you write...not what others are writing...
except some who comes here every single day because they got nothing to do
like me....
besides,we all have our respective blogs...its just that i shut mine down...because I do not intend on blogging anymore...for some reasons I do not want to disclose here...
but heck,I forgot how fun blogging was...maybe I will drop by here occasionally just to pen down my thoughts...lol
and oh!!!fantastic news...I am winning the poll...hahahha!!!
loh mee,here i come~~~~~~~~~
xD
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Randomness
Written by : yf
Ahem .. I shall come here to interfere Alexis's blog. Bwahahaha ... From what i've just read from your blog, it's kind of hard to imagine Alexis being those type of lala-ish girl. Well it might be happening if we put some thoughts and little imagination to it right? LoL ... Speaking of being lala .. Usually most of the people here will have this thoughts that a lala should be like :
1. Long hair with extremely straight/bowl cut shape fringe. As for short hair, their hair will be styled up using gel or sprays which got weird mixtures of colours.
2. You'll see footballers wandering around the shopping mall with colourfull socks that wears until their knees (for girls)
3. Weird combination of clothes with odd/bright colours.
4. Likes to make weird pose while taking pictures.
Im sure there's many points to describe them but that's all i can think of as im in a state of sleeping mood now. Im sorry if i'd cause any emotional feeling toward whoever that read this and im not discriminating anyone here. Hey .. I used to be one of them minus those straight fringe (mummy hairstyle), long socks (i dont have any), weird sense of clothing etc .. What i did is making weird pose while taking pictures. No doubt i do like camwhore but that's my past =) However, sometimes people will think that you're a lala even if you dont think so. In conclusion, people will judge no matter what ... Don't you?
p.s : Alexis dont get mad kay .. =) Im just randomly post things up.
Ahem .. I shall come here to interfere Alexis's blog. Bwahahaha ... From what i've just read from your blog, it's kind of hard to imagine Alexis being those type of lala-ish girl. Well it might be happening if we put some thoughts and little imagination to it right? LoL ... Speaking of being lala .. Usually most of the people here will have this thoughts that a lala should be like :
1. Long hair with extremely straight/bowl cut shape fringe. As for short hair, their hair will be styled up using gel or sprays which got weird mixtures of colours.
2. You'll see footballers wandering around the shopping mall with colourfull socks that wears until their knees (for girls)
3. Weird combination of clothes with odd/bright colours.
4. Likes to make weird pose while taking pictures.
Im sure there's many points to describe them but that's all i can think of as im in a state of sleeping mood now. Im sorry if i'd cause any emotional feeling toward whoever that read this and im not discriminating anyone here. Hey .. I used to be one of them minus those straight fringe (mummy hairstyle), long socks (i dont have any), weird sense of clothing etc .. What i did is making weird pose while taking pictures. No doubt i do like camwhore but that's my past =) However, sometimes people will think that you're a lala even if you dont think so. In conclusion, people will judge no matter what ... Don't you?
p.s : Alexis dont get mad kay .. =) Im just randomly post things up.
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