X'mas!!!

Hello there,

This is my first time celebrating Christmas at Sabah... First of all i thought it would be a great place to celebrate x'mas as majority of the ppl here are christian..

So when the time come...

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MERRY CHRIS..... OMG seriously.. everyone is in their house sleeping i guess.. it felt like normal other day only.. what a let down..

However, i did had a great time with my frens.. eventhough i didnt manage to go to THE CURVE.. (stupid alex call me and telling me they are playing foam at there like nobody business)

So for those that reading how was ur christmas? did u have fun?

IM READY!!!

this week been has been a hell of a week.. assignment, mid term bla bla bla... it seems like im much more busier compare to last sem eventhough i have less credit hour this time... (WATS THE POINT OF HAVING CREDIT HOUR THEN!!!)

apart from that im having my APK next monday.. JENG JENG JENG... WTF is tat?? @_@
its a course we study how to do a business... which include doing the product, business proposal, bla bla bla.. that not the point.. the point is im selling my PRODUCT!!! which is POTATO ICE CREAM!!! hahaha.. 1st time malaysia going to have that ok.. hahaha.. CREATIVE LE!!! XD

back to the product again.. its putting mashed potato on an ice cream cone... we also manage to get sponsor from nestle and breeze magazine.. NOT ONLY THAT!!! The breeze magazine might wanna take our picture for their COVER!!! hahahha... imbaness..

SO so so so SO.... come and visit my store la.. wat summor.. can eat potato ice cream, got lucky draw and free breeze magazine summor.. its good enough from a 2m x 2m store ok.. The most hilarious thing is the organiser did ask sponsor from nestle company but the nestle choose to sponsor us instead... TAKE THAT LOSER!!! hahaha..

to sum it all its gonna be another HELL OF A WEEK for next week again... pray hard that it wont rain for that 2 days.. wish me luck..

Busy busy busy..

Wah, this sem has been considerably busier than the previous ones. And I was more involved with extra curricular activities the previous sems as compared to now.

It's like, test, test, if not test, assignment, if not assignment, long report, then long report and test, report and assignment, report and test, blah blah blah.

And then there's this lecturer asking me to be her research assistant.

I just gaped up at her like a goldfish.

So busy these days. Regretting slacking the first few weeks of the sem. Haiz.. We're so busy until I don't really have time to spend with my boyfriend anymore. He has his final year project, and I'm up to my(fevered) nose-bridge with assignments and tests and lab and all.

Music is my coffee, the internet my entertainment, fast food my sustenance, and God my safety net and rope.

With all these stuff on my mind and the usual cheong-hey ness of new drivers I had quite a few near-accidents and one little accident(to my poor car's signal lamp). I YET LIVE!!! *thank God, wipe forehead*

Is everybody okay?? Handling school well?

Holidays!

Hey yo! Holidays are here and it is getting really exciting to have a week off.

This time around, I have a completely task. Instead of resting, I plan to study. Why? Because I have not studied at all since the start of university. I've been skipping classes so much that I don't really know what I am studying (though I doubt I will know better if I went for classes). Still, its fine. I took this conscious decision and would have to go through with it. I've been floating through these 6 weeks and its time to be grounded again.


Anyways, Uni has been fun. I've been to so many places for the past 6 weeks and I enjoy moving around and meeting new faces and places.

Though now, having more responsibilities is also a bitch. If only I don't procrastinate, I would be fine. I'm not busy, I'm just occupied. There is a difference you see... I still have a choice when it comes to making decisions. I just choose to do things that I like. Which is all good. At least I am happy and contented. Isn't that what life is about? To be happy. =)


Still, I know one day when I will have to choose. I just pray that when I finally make that decision, I will not look back and start wondering about the "what ifs?". I want to be able to not look back and regret, because for now, I'm just preparing for that moment to come. Hoping I will be strong enough to make that decision. The sole decision which will probably cause a drastic change in my life. Hooorahhhhh!!

Not that anyone reads this anymore, its fun to type stuff out once in awhile. Take care guys! I totally miss hanging out with all of you. =)

Stay Out

So you see, here's the problem;

When people think they know everything that is going on, they do what they think is right...

The problem with that is that they only "THINK" they know everything. There is always two sides to a coin. Stop taking things into your hand. Stay out cause there is a reason why you don't know the story in the first place. Because I didn't tell you, and why is that? Simply because I don't FUCKING trust you. So stop what you are doing, turn around and mind your own business. You want to help? Sure, I always welcome some advice. Just tell it to me, not behind me. Please understand all this busybodies.



I really wish to tell this to some people out there? Can't they see a "STAY OUT" sign having at my life?


One simple advice:
Don't do things to people that you wouldn't want someone doing to you. Don't be a busybody. Your help is not appreciated if that person doesn't think its helping. True Story.

Because I want to

Hello my non-existing readers except for Alexis and occasionally Aaron! How are you? =)


Well, life is just an endless cycle of repeating boredom which includes a lot of facebooking, youtubing, google-ing, dota-ing,sleeping and eating. No complains there, except maybe I need to be more productive. hmmm...


I've been procrastinating a lot. Its a very contagious disease which I caught from my dog. I think... She tells me she wants to shower today but all she does is sleep. Tsk tsk...


Okay,jokes aside... I did't get it from her. I got it from Aaron. Eh? wait! What?! Yes. Its his fault. Blame him. Mwahhahaha!



Alright alright... Before this becomes a pointless post(which I think already is), lets digest something serious.

You see, there are infinite ways to die, and only one way to live.

Its really funny how life can be very fragile and how we humans are always not appreciative of it until its gone. I'm not emo. I know my post always sound emotional but this time I'm not. I'm just afraid that life is not going to be long enough for me to enjoy. Bummer...

Bersih 2.0

on the 9 of july 2011, it is another historical day for malaysia. it is the rally of bersih 2.0 which is participated by more than 100,000 thousand of citizen of malaysian. the rally is about having a fair election.

to prevent this rally from occuring the government had closed down all the way to the rally point which is the stadium of merdeka. however most of the citizen manage to get in to KL (idk how they get there mayb dig a hole underground or ....) but somehow they just poofff... omg im in KL.. XD hhahaha..

it was a peaceful rally until the police shooted tear gases and shooting water canon at the citizen.. however the rally participant was so united that they did not go back after that incident but they regroup and continue the rally.

to be honest this is the first time i see malaysian are so united. the rally was participated by malay, chinese, indian, sabahan and also oversea ppl for example, australia, hong kong and many more. so many people supported this bersih thing and why the government do not approve this protest? this is a question that we should ask ourself. dont they want a clean election? or are they afraid of a clean election.

i believe that this bersih 2.0 has open up most of the ppl mind about the government and they way they treat their citizen. finally this is a video that sum up the whole rally thing. 1 person cant change the country, but together everything is possible. =)

iPad 2

yippie!!! today is the day i bought my iPad 2.. its white in colour.. XD

let me tell u the process of buying.. i woke up 5 am in the morning online tell wl to get rdy... kwang kwang kwang (my prey!!!) hahaha.. so i reach his house around 5 15 like that then off we go to SUNWAY PYRAMID.. (who the hell wanna go there so early.. stupid ar)

at first i really thought that i might be the first person to queue up to buy the iPad 2.. Unfortunately when i get there (i think 530+ am la) there are ppl sleeping at the front of the shop already!!! WTF WTF!!!! i was like shit im no. 20+ dunno still got anot for me..

we waited and waited and waited and finally 1024am i manage to buy my iPAD!!! hehehe.. and in the processing of buying NG WEI LOONG bought 1 also.. hahahhaha.. he was so in the dillema whether to get the iPad or not for the reason of queue up d.. hahahaha.. good le me.. WL u should thank me.. XD

well i wanna thank him for accompany me to queue.. not many good fren willing to do that u noe.. thank you very much ya bro.. hahaha.. and don forget my MONEY!!!! make it fast.. if not my mom gonna kill me.. =)

Bah Kut Teh

Alright people! In an effort to bring back all of us together and also to satisfy my craving for Bah Kut Teh, I am organizing a BKT session on 13th of June, 9AM. I will reach Malaysia at 5 in the morning, so do not worry. I will not be late. =P

Linda and I will head for a conference after that. For people like Alexis, I can pick you up. ;)

Aaron Lee! Drive there. =P

I hope to see you guys! Please respond guys! Linda has tagged you all in FB! ;) See ya!

Results!

My results came out today. I did slightly better than my last sem. 1% better. Though its not extremely good, I am thankful I guess. Will try to do better next sem.

How about you guys? When are your results coming out? Do tell me! =)

To : All motorists.

In the past year alone, there are about 8 friends and/or friends of someone that I know(1st degree friend in fb language) who has gotten into an accident.

Almost all of the said friends ended up in the hospital, and two of those ended up in the mortuary part of the hospital.

So I urge all of you motorists(people using cars, motorcycles or bicycles or anything that propels you more than 20km/h over apshalt) to be careful. Very careful. Including myself, since I've recently joined you motorists with my very own car.

Most recently, my own boyfriend and his best friend were added to that number of people. He called me yesterday night with news that he and his best friend, Timmy had an accident. They were on a motorbike. ChekHauz, my boyfriend had a few minor scratches and a sprained waist. Timmy ended up with two days hospitalization and some metal screws in his foot.

After that call I got on my knees, face to the ground and thanked God that he was okay. That they were okay. Scratches, bruises and fractured foot notwithstanding. It could be worse.

I have heard of worse. Seen with my own eyes before, me the torn skin, ripped and pulverized flesh and broken bones from an accident. Blood streaming down, pooling. The contorted expressions of victims holding back cries of pain. Even worse, lifeless bodies, mangled and torn. Bodies that won't be waking up anymore.

Empty shells, needless death. The souls within absent, the bodies left to be mourned over by loved ones. What's left of those bodies, anyway.

The human body isn't made to withstand impacts at such high speeds.

I plead with you, whoever you are. Be careful on the road. Every one on the road runs a risk of hurting themselves or someone else.

I've thought about it before. On a crowded road, everyone traveling at 60km/h or more, you only need jerk the wheel to steer your car into someone's path. Chances are someone will get hurt or killed.

Failing to signal, use the rear view mirrors or even looking to the left or right or lack of consideration causes accidents. You do not hate your friends and family enough to want to hurt them by your own hurt or death.

So be careful.

eh. why is my name in a cough ha. lols!!!

Wait everybodeyh come back then can berhanging-hangingan, berktv-ktvan and berlepak-lepakan. Mamak is a must. Movie is also a must. Dinner ha, Wei Loong wants to sponsor, everybody say xie xie. lols!!

Meanwhile, wad has everybody been doing? other than rolling on the bed, I mean. I was away facilitating the diploma orientation week at my uni. hehe

P.S : I knw how to play dota. theoratically. but I kept die-ing epic-ly. does that count?? hehe

To Do List

Hey yo,

Being the most awesome one here, I am obliged to put together something for all of us to do. =P

Here are my suggestions on things we can do:

1) KTV (I realized the people in China loves this)

2) Movie

3) Dinner

4) Mamak

5) Pot luck (Most probably in someone's house)

6) Clubbing (Which I doubt can happen *coughALEXIScough*)

7) Vacation (Which if is happening, is going to be planned by Aaron. ;) Say Thank You people!)

8) DOTA

9) Roll on the bed (Which I think everyone is doing everyday)

On another note, my results are coming out soon! Whens yours? Share it with us! Or at least me. =P

BoreD!!!

it has been 2 week since my break... lets flash back wat i did... hmmmmm.... let me c...

online... play game... went kl... hmmmm.... hmmmmmmm..... OMG i think thats all!!! =.="

my life is so freaking lifeless... haizz... come on man... can someone just come out with some good activity so i can fill up my time...

don tell me go work work all la... i dunno y i just don have the mood to go work... well don get me wrong that im not gonna work for this sem break.. its just my old buddy (LAZIness) just strike me again.. XD

how is things going on with u guys? enjoying life? i havent get to meet any of my form 6 fren... time just pass so fast that we don even realize... we all have just finish our first year!!! just imagine that... i think i close my eye i still can feel that i just enter form 6... THIS IS LIFE!!! 1 thing that will never ever stop is time...

so anyone wanna meet up? hahaha.. come on come on plan plan.. u guys don be lazy...!!! becoz HE is my good buddy not urs... =)

au revoir!!

un-positive sounding blahs

I forgot my password again and ended up typing in a few different passwords and crossing my fingers that each one was right.. lols!!!

Nowadays ther's so many stories of corruption taking place in goverment offices, police stations and places where these things should never happen.. Stories of people wanting to kick every other ethnic group out of the country, unsolved cases, stories of people blaming people of a certain faith for the thises and thats, crusades, conspiracies to take over the country and such things...

How twisted men can be.

The people and institutions you look to to save your ass or at least protect it when the bad guys come at you and to govern you and everybody else, and make laws are failing. They are run by men, after all. And all sons of Adam and daughters of Eve have fallen(yea so very Narnia. lol).

What can we do??

Well, we can either turn bad ourselves, badder than the bad guys and try to somehow, come up on top of a system that wants to keep you down using connections, underground methods and other naughty, naughty ways. Throw a stone and duck.

We could just lie down and let people walk all over us. Complain about it to our friends with doomsay tones and black looks on our faces during mamak sessions and free time. Read the papers, the on-9 news with sinking feelings in our hearts and the sides of our mouths turned down. Else with a sneer on our faces.

We could plow on against the current, fighting for every inch gained and gritting our teeth against every other lost.

We can run away, pack up and leave, to another place that might treat us better. Try to make our fortunes and build our empires there.

We can pretend ther's nothing going on and everything's rosy.

I have seen people who do all these things.

Is there hope for the people yet? One can only hope. And pray to God. The highest institution of appeal. The herbs in a bed of thorns can hardly do anything.

This is too much...

A friend of mine got himself into a little trouble with the police a while back.

The reason? For being young and driving a new car I suppose?

While he was driving back home, he got stopped by the police. The police drove up next to him and asked him to stop. Naturally, if that happens, everyone would stop right? Wrong thing to do!

The next thing he knows, the police wants to do a search on his car. After awhile, guess what? They discovered a straw filled with some drugs, in a place my friend never even know existed in his car. He got arrested, handcuffed, pushed to the back seat and was driven to the police station. When he arrived, guess who is waiting for him? More vultures. They surround him, threatening him that he will be placed behind bars for something he did not even do at the first place.

And the most surprising part of all *sarcastic tone included*...

They wanted money. Knowing he has no choice, he did what he was told. He gave him what he had. Guess what? It was not enough. The police wanted to know how much he had in his bank account? I guess if you want to go bad, you go all the way...

His father had to come to save him and he was released for a larger sum of money which I will not say here. Now, he thinks the police left a criminal record on his name. For something he did not even do...

Now here is my take on this piece,

Wat the FUCK has our country turn into? Police acting worse than robbers, committing something so morally wrong that it sickens the stomach? This is corruption rotten to the deepest core. This is some fucked up shit man! An entity who was originally meant to protect society, turning back against them and acting worse than animals?How terrible has this country turn into that we are producing sick people like this? Is this how we want to be known by the world? A country whereby the law enforcers are breaking the law itself? I'm not sure how it is in other countries but this is definitely wrong in so many levels. Its so outrageous, words can't describe it... Its so terrible its sad... Really...

Note: I wrote this story to warn other potential victims of the fucked up people, do spread it through mouth and tell your loved ones. Try not to post it anywhere else. The police has my friends contacts and address. I really do not want more harm fall upon him again. Thanks and may a miracle be bestowed upon this country...

I wish...

I wish I could write long essays which do not bore...

I wish I could pen down my thoughts well...

I wish I could love without discriminating...

I wish I could think with my head, and not my heart...

I wish I could make decisions fast...

I wish I could feel no regrets in decisions I make...

I wish I could think less of what I have done...

I wish I could help people more...

I wish I could tell the truth from the lies in an instant...

I wish I could have more friends who are true to me...

I wish I could travel the world...

I wish I could get things I want...

I wish I could stop making mistakes in life...

I wish I could...

I wish I...

I wish...

I...

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FiNalLy

yeah it will be my last week of final starting tomoro.. XD thumb up.. but things doesnt seem to be correct.. @_@ i been playing, playing, playing and let think PLAYING GAMES!!!!

im totally in a holiday mood now.. studying is like the last thing i wanna do.. haizz.. =.="

i wonder what everyone gonna do for this sem break.. this sem break gonna 1 of the longest sem break in MALAYSIA history!!! hahhahaa.. 4 freaking month!!! if u calculate properly its almost 5 month!!! can u imagine that.. almost half a year to enjoy!!! ahahahhaa.. well everyone will be busy looking for part time job i guess...

i cant wait!!! counting down.. 5 more days to go and KLANG here i come.. =)

TAKING OFF~~~~~ good nite~~~~~

China Exchange

Here I am, minutes away from boarding my plane to GuangZhou, China. Feeling rather nervous because this is the first time I am travelling out of Malaysia alone. Will get over this feeling soon enough. I hope.


I going for an exchange for 6 weeks under AIESEC. Go google it up if you do not know what it is. I think its in a few universities around Malaysia except Aaron's and Alexis's. Will be doing a project on environmental awareness. Something I am familiar with. =D


I think I will be unable to access many things in China because they practically ban all the websites I use in Malaysia, i.e : FB and Google. I wonder if they block blogger too?


So yeah, off I go and if I remember, I will get souvenirs for you guys... also pray that I have enough money. =P

Till then, to those who are still having their exams, all the best!! To those who are slacking, all the best in slacking? Hehe. Will join you guys once I am back!


So... See ya!! Got a plane to catch! (Always wanted to say that) xD

hah.

finally I can post here.

I forgot my password, and it was only after a series of tedious clicking and stuff before I could access this blog again. :3

it's been so long since STPM. According to Davin's blog, it's been 508 days since the last paper.

WA.

And I miss everyone. There's been new friends and new people and all, but I still miss the old friends. You knw, the Away gang, loh mee bets, teasing and all.

And now I'm still in the middle of my papers. Which will end this Thursday.

@Aaron : You have 8 papers?? WTH?!
@Wingo : I want my souvenir. dun forget. :3
@everybody else : where did they go ha.

2nd SeM FiNAl

well its just the first week of my finals... hahhaa.. i have finish half of my paper... 4/8

but im living like there is no paper anymore... ahhahaa.. fml.. play dota instead of studying.. if not facebooking and so on.. life life life... i wonder how is everyone doing? i guess UKM student have finish their finals.. ENJOYING LIFE NOW RITE WEI LOONG..

i cant wait for my final to over.. my penang and langkawi trip is waiting for me.. hehehe.. i guess this is for now.. im going off.. =)

DOTA TIME... XD

Friends you can trust

Lets make something happen here again. Its been uber long since anyone last updated until Aaron posted something two days ago. I miss the sensation of blogging and how it feels every time I type a new word onto the keypad. I've always loved writing but at one point or another, blogging became a place for me to vent out my anger and frustration which didn't really ended nicely, therefore I stopped blogging for awhile.

But Hey! I think I am back! I think I want to start blogging again just for the fun of it even though no one really reads what I write because its so damn long and so damn boring. But who cares? =P

So since everyone went their separate way after STPM, its been awhile seen all of us meet up and sit down to have a chat. Hows everyone now, I really want to know. In university I've seen and met different kinds of people. People who are really nice, not so nice and plain rubbish. So yeah, thats life I guess.

What I really want to say here now is that at least I know when I'm in the deepest shit in my life, or feeling extremely down, I have all of you to look back to. Somehow somewhere deep in my heart I know that I can trust all of you and I am truly glad for that. =)

flash back

have you ever wonder when is ur happiest moment of ur life?

is it when u fall in love the first time?
meeting new fren in school? college? uni?
playing games with fren?

have you ever wish to go back time not to change something but just to enjoy the whole moment again?

=)